"Sometimes I kind of take a giant step back into myself. And watch everyone else go by. Like, from a window high above. I felt like I could see so clearly from up there. The way a crowd of people swelled and thinned, ebbed one way then changed direction, like the tide. It made me feel better being so far away from everyone else. I was alone, and safe." 

The Affair,  S1E2

The Affair, S1E2